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thanks for the treat mrs ____/miss piggy/piglet/ba zhang. (:
greatly appreciated.
i shall get below 10 points for my o's to get the next treat den.
start studying soon.
yeah right. as if i'd put my heart into it.
xD
what's benevolent?!
lalalalala. i wonder what her's wuld be.
well, today could be counted as one of those mad days again. those days where you run around and chasing people to do this do that. well, today was chasing 3g2 to write thank you cards for all the teachers who'd taught us for this whole yr. well, our class can be famously known to be the most irritating g class to teach in the whole level of sec3 this yr and we are not very appreciative. please. there's like so much dislike for some particular teachers. well, it might just be peer pressure or smth, but i really felt that she had done her job well enough already and we shouldn't really give her such a hard time. what more, out of the 9 teachers who'd taught us this year, seems like no one wanna continue to teach us anymore except for mrs lau. yeah. (: that's damn pathatic.
for the first time in the entire year of 2006, i actually felt that our class was united today. let's continue like this and be more united! well after all the pestering to fill up the cards, glad to say that everyone tried their best to write some crap down, whether they mean it or not lah. thanks so much! :D photo session was great too. went round taking photos, high-ing all the way. haha. it hit me that actually, we can be like this all the while, why only wait till the last day of school?
on the way out of school to the mindcafe with yasmin, mich, lois, adelicia, shuyi, it suddenly hit me that hey, my sec3 life just ended like that. random thought but yea. i can honestly say that my sec3 life although fulfilling, is filled with many many regrets. firstly, sec3 life had been damn short. was really surprised that it just ended like that. no proper closing. sigh. thought of all the things i did in the year and actually, my biggest regret is that i think i've wasted a lot a lot of time. well, doing unnecessary stuff like _______ of course. but dont blame me please! i'm just trying to train for my future career option. (yeah right) also, i've always been sooo busy this yr, 50th anniversary although quite true that i've learnt a lot of stuff from it, it really took up so much of my time. many people can always see me running from one place to another, dont really have time to sit down and talk and stuff. i'm always perceived to be the dao one (according to someone) in school cause i dont really get the time to talk to people, cause im either running round finding teachers, doing enterprise or council stuff. which kinddaf sucks. well, it had definitely affected me in some way or another, and i can never say that i didnt not learn anything from this chaotic sec3 life. well, speech day brought me closer to a lot of people i didn't imagine working with, enterprise brought me closer to such a great company of friends and well, i think i'd treasure 3g2 more now. i really regret the times when i've put things which i didnt really enjoy doing on the top of my list and in the end, i dont even get recognised for it. i really regret the times which i tried so hard to please everyone but in the end, being the most upset and emo gal in the whole world. i regret all the times i spent lazing around and thinking studying is a waste of time. well, i especially regret not appreciating the things around me more. a year. a whole sch year had past. it zoooomed by so quickly that due to me running around so often, i dont really have a clur bout what'd happened.
lessons learnt this yr:
-you cant really please everyone
-pioritise my stuff properly
-appreciate things and the many wonderful people around before its too late
well, i dont mind staying in sec3 know. reliving the moments seem just like the perfect thing to do now. i can say that im not very attatched to my current class. but i seriously belive that we could be the most united class in the level nxt yr. just a matter of whether we want to or not. its a chore getting everyone to cooperate. im so sick of doing it. oh please can you people just cooperate! omg. well, next year is gonna be totally different. i seriously have no idea what to expect. all i can say now is that the fear of the unexpected is so much more greater than the regrets. im worried bout what will happen next yr. this time nxt yr, it'd be the pushed forward o lvl's. time is running out. have i done anything yet? well, apparently no. and i just have no drive to start working now. please. we are even deprived of the 2 month holidays. well, singapore's education system is a failure? with people like me, yes i think it deinifitely is.
i need my life back.
i need you.
life wouldn't be the same anymore.
haha okay so i got the results back. was damn disappointed with myself. didnt expect such a thing cause i remembered studying damn hard. especially amaths and emaths and chem. utter disappointment. pooot. i spent 2 months trying to be their friend and they betrayed me and i still failed in the end. GOSH. know what. this means that i haven passed amaths at ALL for the entire year and the only tiny test i managed to scrap thru was that pathatic trigo one. which pass = fail so no much diff. TSK. omg this is so demoralising but yeah. well, based on my shitty results im actually quite surprised to know that im 13 in class while my friend who's 11 in class has a l1r5 of 34. 0.o nvm i shall just try harder to be their friend. haha. crap crap crap. bad news. my mum has to see ljw. omg. i wonder what the "mcp" would say! since i keep fooling around and guess what. he's my chem tchr summore. yes very good. im so gonna die.
well when i got my results back, i was quite surprise by my mum and her reaction. haha she doesnt wanna see teachers. like hello, she claims that she knows me better than the teachers cause they only see me for like how long! well, it's true yeah. omg im so glad that my mum's different from the rest. haha (: but but but there goes the tuition part and all the nags. sigh so what. am i gonna be starting tuition? gosh i really really really dont want tuition! i wanna like base on myself and see how well i can do. well unfortunately, it's not really helping now. but im trying!
okayy. so then i started thinking and thinking a lot especially since my shitty grades are quite shitty afterall. maybe i have a undiscovered talent hidden somewhere. maybe i have a hidden talent for math. hmm. maybe i can just do very very well and get into math olympiad and get 1st in the nation. maybe if i just had such a undiscovered talent i wouln't be what i am today. well, another thought which i think made a lot of sense is that, o levels is not everything in life. as in, well, most ppl use o levels as the gateway to a comfortable life. but there's this minority which cant do well in o's but yet still succeed in life. well, who knows maybe i'd belong there. haha. just my wishful thinking. really really very curious if such a thing would happen. another thought which sprang to mind when i saw the people who got back results: i realised how competitive the world was. common, everyone started comparing and stuff. people were upset and blah. and it's like i dont see why there's such a need to compete. motivation? probably. it hit me that subconciously, everyone is competing against each other. we are all in this competition. whether we like it or not. you may be the worst in class, and yes once you are not the lowest anymore, people start to pay attn to you and start competiting with you. well, i saw people trying to compete with such a loser like me for math. like how many people started flooding to me when i got my amaths results back. all were curious to see if my hardwork paid off. well, it didnt. and i suddenly realised that hey, i'm also subconciously competing with others as well. this time, sad to say, i was competing against ______ and i really really didnt know until the results were over and my mind sent a "shocked" signal to my body. well. i know i shouldnt be doing such a thing agnst my very very good friend. and im trying very hard to stop competition. well. im trying. although i cant get out of this competition, well, the most i can do is not participate. just sit there and bother bout my own stuff.
had been teaching felsa how to play marriage d'amour these few days. that fast learner is picking things up soooo fast that she learnt like 1/2 the song in a day. and she finished it exccept the stretch finger part all in 3 days. amazing huh. (: -applause- hit me that when we're tired, we should just all take a break. common sense huh. some people on this earth dont really get this know. well, if we just push on further, our performance will just drop and we get emo and stuff. chill man. life ain't easy but the least we can do it try and make it easier. (: piano. the passion. and most prob the key to life. well, at least it had taught me many lessons.
went to vivo last sun. flooded like shit. omg i had to queue 10min just to buy 2 tubes of lifeseavers for eddy from candy empire. wow. and the food republic was mad. no seats. long queue. wow i nearly died. haha saw some funny stuff there. this boy tried to wash his hand when the tap he was using is merely a prop! it wasnt connected so naturally no water flow out please. and the bottom was like not covered. so this woman poured tea into the tap and guess what. the tea flowed down. onto her legs! :D the cheap thrills of life. hahaha.
rude singaporeans piss me off. seriously. body language says it all. just look at all the things they do on the mrt and the funny faces they give. and the weird expressions when someone with bo walks past. omg im sooo turned off by that.
went for a very very fulfilling jog at the smelly canal downstairs after i came back. well, i wished i had burnt more fats. i wished i had at least burnt some fats. cause my weight is still the same! heavier by like 200g summore. GAHHHHHH. >:( emo kid alert.
sometimes, i wish people would stop treating me like a kid. well, im not pampered and i dont want the world to think i am! mum had to call mt to ask bout tablet. blehh wts right. i can ask myself really. mt says i "shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu" oh well i guess so. sometimes i wish that i have more room to grow. to be more independant would be good. common, im 15 already. :X well, im sure im old enough to make my own decisions. and if your wondering if this seemingly spoilt brat here is the only child, well, no im NOT. i wonder why the whole world's asking nowadays if im the only child. do i look THAT bratty?! :(
stephy's party last night was awesome. bought her this cute lill grow your own red boxers with 3 cute lill monkeys! haha. well, stephy was feeling emo ytd. culd tell from her msg. so i decided to hunt for the balloon that weiling told me. haha they didnt have lions. :( well i wanted to get those for stephy. oh well so emo me walked away and on my way out of j8, i saw this fantastic looking stall selling balloons! i search the rack and i couldnt find any spongebob related ones. den i turned my head, and HUGE patrick was right in front of me. omg i was so happy lah! (: bought the patrick, the last one in fact, took the train with many adults staring and kids screaming "patrick patrick!", reached steph's house. totally loved her when she saw the thing. haha made my day too! :D thanks deary. poker session was good. beidge, dai dee, go fish, cheat. haha i simply love the rciy gang. sad to say, everytime im always the one to leave the earliest. sigh. missed out on family portrait that day. crap. now im the only one in the family not in. well, maybe the black sheep doesnt deserve.
seriously, i think you need a break running through my mind all day. it's been 6 days. when will you come on again? the total turn-off is waiting. well, im glad this time, it ain't as bad as the previous one.
its great to know that there's someone out there who cares.
results back tmr.
im freakin scared.
hopefully i'll pass my amaths and get treat.
cant wait.
where's the lucky star?
friday was a day of mixed mixed overflowing emotions. haha i was happy. very very happy. den at night i sunk into depression. gosh. lost my voice damn bad. and i felt outcasted lah. but im glad that many things were answered and last night could have just been the best night that i ever had with rciy. (: happy birthday to mel! max and eric could have just been the most adorable dogs ever.
pootsie. i miss miss misss misss misss _____________ BAD. ))))))): why cant she just freakin come online! tsk. i dont wanna wait till tmr or till tuesday till i talk to her again. CRAPPY POOT. )))):
oh well. so ytd after exams was in a HIGH HIGH mood. was really really hoping to hit town but had i&e camp discussion. yupps. i thought of the i&e hip and happening theme! haha swear i had too much math. everyone agrees. tsk. see the effect of studying too hard for one subject? maybe nxt yr i'll divert my attention to some other stuff and let math drop before bouncing back up again. hahaha. was utterly surprised that my brain is mathsy. -.- so presenting.... lne = i! the theme for i&e camp 06. hohoho. okay fine. i know lne = 1 not i. but dont you think i looks like 1? HAHA. (: the effect of tooo much amaths.
went cityhall that area with felcia ytd. haha. really funny that she couldn't find the way around! lol. godiva has the best after-exams chocolate treat ever. (: had to pamper myself huh. felcia bought this really really nice diary from Prints! yay! now both of us wont have to use the sch's orbit book anymore. (: just gonna cut out the periodic table and calander page. and tata! bye book im gonna miss you. yeah right. :D
after that went vivocity ytd for dinner with pokpok. okayyy. dining was a disappointment cause there wasnt really much food to eat. ANY affordable food to eat in fact. unless you consider those restaurants which are open. if not nahhhh. highly unlikely place to get food. so had to go to harbourfront to get instead. gosh we both have very good 6th sense. (: so at first pokpok and i were like okay we're gonna see someone here today. and tada! she saw her friend erm. what's her name? nj girl joycey wocey's friend. sorry that i have bad memory! but still yeah and i saw phoebe. haha phoebe has a damn cute brother. (: or boyfriend. or cousin. aiyer whatever. just some cute guy next to her. yeah. we both fell in love with the same shirt. forever 21. gosh that place is clothes paradise man. topshop, forever 21, fox, pull and bear, levis, warehouse, adidas, converse, zara, GAP! hahaha <3 the shirt says IM BO$$Y. just right for the i&e ceo. (: we wanted to buy but her mum said it looked ugly. ): so cant wear together for camp anymore. hah.
omg im bossy. yes i am. get lost before i eat you up. HAH. feelingright.livejournal.com. go there. i love joyce's post about the s'pore culture and stuff. go read. (: also relevent to my life. who knows. i might just end up going to lasalle and do music. no more boring jc and irrelevant maths and science! hah i dont see myself being an engineer or some mad scientist in the future. well. maybe as a teacher, private investigator, spy, psycologist, archeologist, sociologist, forensic investigator or some minister of state (prime ministress wuld be good too!). but definately NOT NOT a math geek. @.@ and please. no. no amaths teacher job for me either. i'll just teach languages and humans. fullstop. :D oh the perfect picture of my boring, dull, typical singaporean life.
11:40 pm, Friday, October 27, 2006
treat today was fantastic.thanks for the treat mrs ____/miss piggy/piglet/ba zhang. (:
greatly appreciated.
i shall get below 10 points for my o's to get the next treat den.
start studying soon.
yeah right. as if i'd put my heart into it.
xD
10:46 am,
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lalalalala. i wonder what her's wuld be.
11:19 pm, Thursday, October 26, 2006
last day of school. many thoughts and discovery.well, today could be counted as one of those mad days again. those days where you run around and chasing people to do this do that. well, today was chasing 3g2 to write thank you cards for all the teachers who'd taught us for this whole yr. well, our class can be famously known to be the most irritating g class to teach in the whole level of sec3 this yr and we are not very appreciative. please. there's like so much dislike for some particular teachers. well, it might just be peer pressure or smth, but i really felt that she had done her job well enough already and we shouldn't really give her such a hard time. what more, out of the 9 teachers who'd taught us this year, seems like no one wanna continue to teach us anymore except for mrs lau. yeah. (: that's damn pathatic.
for the first time in the entire year of 2006, i actually felt that our class was united today. let's continue like this and be more united! well after all the pestering to fill up the cards, glad to say that everyone tried their best to write some crap down, whether they mean it or not lah. thanks so much! :D photo session was great too. went round taking photos, high-ing all the way. haha. it hit me that actually, we can be like this all the while, why only wait till the last day of school?
on the way out of school to the mindcafe with yasmin, mich, lois, adelicia, shuyi, it suddenly hit me that hey, my sec3 life just ended like that. random thought but yea. i can honestly say that my sec3 life although fulfilling, is filled with many many regrets. firstly, sec3 life had been damn short. was really surprised that it just ended like that. no proper closing. sigh. thought of all the things i did in the year and actually, my biggest regret is that i think i've wasted a lot a lot of time. well, doing unnecessary stuff like _______ of course. but dont blame me please! i'm just trying to train for my future career option. (yeah right) also, i've always been sooo busy this yr, 50th anniversary although quite true that i've learnt a lot of stuff from it, it really took up so much of my time. many people can always see me running from one place to another, dont really have time to sit down and talk and stuff. i'm always perceived to be the dao one (according to someone) in school cause i dont really get the time to talk to people, cause im either running round finding teachers, doing enterprise or council stuff. which kinddaf sucks. well, it had definitely affected me in some way or another, and i can never say that i didnt not learn anything from this chaotic sec3 life. well, speech day brought me closer to a lot of people i didn't imagine working with, enterprise brought me closer to such a great company of friends and well, i think i'd treasure 3g2 more now. i really regret the times when i've put things which i didnt really enjoy doing on the top of my list and in the end, i dont even get recognised for it. i really regret the times which i tried so hard to please everyone but in the end, being the most upset and emo gal in the whole world. i regret all the times i spent lazing around and thinking studying is a waste of time. well, i especially regret not appreciating the things around me more. a year. a whole sch year had past. it zoooomed by so quickly that due to me running around so often, i dont really have a clur bout what'd happened.
lessons learnt this yr:
-you cant really please everyone
-pioritise my stuff properly
-appreciate things and the many wonderful people around before its too late
well, i dont mind staying in sec3 know. reliving the moments seem just like the perfect thing to do now. i can say that im not very attatched to my current class. but i seriously belive that we could be the most united class in the level nxt yr. just a matter of whether we want to or not. its a chore getting everyone to cooperate. im so sick of doing it. oh please can you people just cooperate! omg. well, next year is gonna be totally different. i seriously have no idea what to expect. all i can say now is that the fear of the unexpected is so much more greater than the regrets. im worried bout what will happen next yr. this time nxt yr, it'd be the pushed forward o lvl's. time is running out. have i done anything yet? well, apparently no. and i just have no drive to start working now. please. we are even deprived of the 2 month holidays. well, singapore's education system is a failure? with people like me, yes i think it deinifitely is.
i need my life back.
i need you.
life wouldn't be the same anymore.
10:14 pm, Tuesday, October 24, 2006
whoa just realised i haven been blogging for long. well, basically i've just been blogging to notepad and yups, finally able to record everything down and ta-da. it's gonna go public today. so yeah loadsa stuff happened, from when i got my results back which is like last thursday or friday till now.haha okay so i got the results back. was damn disappointed with myself. didnt expect such a thing cause i remembered studying damn hard. especially amaths and emaths and chem. utter disappointment. pooot. i spent 2 months trying to be their friend and they betrayed me and i still failed in the end. GOSH. know what. this means that i haven passed amaths at ALL for the entire year and the only tiny test i managed to scrap thru was that pathatic trigo one. which pass = fail so no much diff. TSK. omg this is so demoralising but yeah. well, based on my shitty results im actually quite surprised to know that im 13 in class while my friend who's 11 in class has a l1r5 of 34. 0.o nvm i shall just try harder to be their friend. haha. crap crap crap. bad news. my mum has to see ljw. omg. i wonder what the "mcp" would say! since i keep fooling around and guess what. he's my chem tchr summore. yes very good. im so gonna die.
well when i got my results back, i was quite surprise by my mum and her reaction. haha she doesnt wanna see teachers. like hello, she claims that she knows me better than the teachers cause they only see me for like how long! well, it's true yeah. omg im so glad that my mum's different from the rest. haha (: but but but there goes the tuition part and all the nags. sigh so what. am i gonna be starting tuition? gosh i really really really dont want tuition! i wanna like base on myself and see how well i can do. well unfortunately, it's not really helping now. but im trying!
okayy. so then i started thinking and thinking a lot especially since my shitty grades are quite shitty afterall. maybe i have a undiscovered talent hidden somewhere. maybe i have a hidden talent for math. hmm. maybe i can just do very very well and get into math olympiad and get 1st in the nation. maybe if i just had such a undiscovered talent i wouln't be what i am today. well, another thought which i think made a lot of sense is that, o levels is not everything in life. as in, well, most ppl use o levels as the gateway to a comfortable life. but there's this minority which cant do well in o's but yet still succeed in life. well, who knows maybe i'd belong there. haha. just my wishful thinking. really really very curious if such a thing would happen. another thought which sprang to mind when i saw the people who got back results: i realised how competitive the world was. common, everyone started comparing and stuff. people were upset and blah. and it's like i dont see why there's such a need to compete. motivation? probably. it hit me that subconciously, everyone is competing against each other. we are all in this competition. whether we like it or not. you may be the worst in class, and yes once you are not the lowest anymore, people start to pay attn to you and start competiting with you. well, i saw people trying to compete with such a loser like me for math. like how many people started flooding to me when i got my amaths results back. all were curious to see if my hardwork paid off. well, it didnt. and i suddenly realised that hey, i'm also subconciously competing with others as well. this time, sad to say, i was competing against ______ and i really really didnt know until the results were over and my mind sent a "shocked" signal to my body. well. i know i shouldnt be doing such a thing agnst my very very good friend. and im trying very hard to stop competition. well. im trying. although i cant get out of this competition, well, the most i can do is not participate. just sit there and bother bout my own stuff.
had been teaching felsa how to play marriage d'amour these few days. that fast learner is picking things up soooo fast that she learnt like 1/2 the song in a day. and she finished it exccept the stretch finger part all in 3 days. amazing huh. (: -applause- hit me that when we're tired, we should just all take a break. common sense huh. some people on this earth dont really get this know. well, if we just push on further, our performance will just drop and we get emo and stuff. chill man. life ain't easy but the least we can do it try and make it easier. (: piano. the passion. and most prob the key to life. well, at least it had taught me many lessons.
went to vivo last sun. flooded like shit. omg i had to queue 10min just to buy 2 tubes of lifeseavers for eddy from candy empire. wow. and the food republic was mad. no seats. long queue. wow i nearly died. haha saw some funny stuff there. this boy tried to wash his hand when the tap he was using is merely a prop! it wasnt connected so naturally no water flow out please. and the bottom was like not covered. so this woman poured tea into the tap and guess what. the tea flowed down. onto her legs! :D the cheap thrills of life. hahaha.
rude singaporeans piss me off. seriously. body language says it all. just look at all the things they do on the mrt and the funny faces they give. and the weird expressions when someone with bo walks past. omg im sooo turned off by that.
went for a very very fulfilling jog at the smelly canal downstairs after i came back. well, i wished i had burnt more fats. i wished i had at least burnt some fats. cause my weight is still the same! heavier by like 200g summore. GAHHHHHH. >:( emo kid alert.
sometimes, i wish people would stop treating me like a kid. well, im not pampered and i dont want the world to think i am! mum had to call mt to ask bout tablet. blehh wts right. i can ask myself really. mt says i "shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu" oh well i guess so. sometimes i wish that i have more room to grow. to be more independant would be good. common, im 15 already. :X well, im sure im old enough to make my own decisions. and if your wondering if this seemingly spoilt brat here is the only child, well, no im NOT. i wonder why the whole world's asking nowadays if im the only child. do i look THAT bratty?! :(
stephy's party last night was awesome. bought her this cute lill grow your own red boxers with 3 cute lill monkeys! haha. well, stephy was feeling emo ytd. culd tell from her msg. so i decided to hunt for the balloon that weiling told me. haha they didnt have lions. :( well i wanted to get those for stephy. oh well so emo me walked away and on my way out of j8, i saw this fantastic looking stall selling balloons! i search the rack and i couldnt find any spongebob related ones. den i turned my head, and HUGE patrick was right in front of me. omg i was so happy lah! (: bought the patrick, the last one in fact, took the train with many adults staring and kids screaming "patrick patrick!", reached steph's house. totally loved her when she saw the thing. haha made my day too! :D thanks deary. poker session was good. beidge, dai dee, go fish, cheat. haha i simply love the rciy gang. sad to say, everytime im always the one to leave the earliest. sigh. missed out on family portrait that day. crap. now im the only one in the family not in. well, maybe the black sheep doesnt deserve.
seriously, i think you need a break running through my mind all day. it's been 6 days. when will you come on again? the total turn-off is waiting. well, im glad this time, it ain't as bad as the previous one.
9:36 pm, Monday, October 16, 2006
just the thought of you makes me smile. (:its great to know that there's someone out there who cares.
results back tmr.
im freakin scared.
hopefully i'll pass my amaths and get treat.
cant wait.
where's the lucky star?
12:37 pm, Sunday, October 15, 2006
omg so egggciting. i can say that the past week had been a huge huge roller coaster ride. trusted my 6th sense on a lot of things and yah, maybe i just might be right for this time. imagine. my eyecandy could turn out to be eyegummying me. lizard was the 1st to tell me this but i didnt believe her. but after thurs and fri and the whole lot of things that happened and the many conversations between us, i can say, yeah. it's the 1st time im believing lizard and it is hightly possible that it'd turn out to be true. :D cant wait for monday to come. (: okay. i love my eyecandy to bits and pieces. although the time we had seem quite short, but i can say that i am more comfortable talking to her then the previous one. and it might just be true that i know her more than what i know of my previous eyecandy, who'd been with me for 3 years. ((((: eggciting huh.friday was a day of mixed mixed overflowing emotions. haha i was happy. very very happy. den at night i sunk into depression. gosh. lost my voice damn bad. and i felt outcasted lah. but im glad that many things were answered and last night could have just been the best night that i ever had with rciy. (: happy birthday to mel! max and eric could have just been the most adorable dogs ever.
pootsie. i miss miss misss misss misss _____________ BAD. ))))))): why cant she just freakin come online! tsk. i dont wanna wait till tmr or till tuesday till i talk to her again. CRAPPY POOT. )))):
10:35 am, Tuesday, October 10, 2006
haha i cant help but say this. THE EXAMS ARE OVER! finally. phew. imagine the next 5 MONTHS without any major exams before the next common test comes. (: haha yay! so hyper and high now. i burst out laughing after the amaths paper. it's damn great. just whooo! really really hope that this time my revision paid off. (: and i wont disappoint anyone. since i know that some people are like wanting me to get an L1R5 below 20 or smth if not nxt yr i wont get much good deals and prospects in some areas of my life. whooo! how nice huh. found some stuff to con the world about. eg. if i get 2 grades improvement which is a d7 for amaths, im supposed to get a treat max brenners! (((((: and im conning my mummy to bring me on a shopping spree to bangkok if i pass my amaths. (((: and my aunt to sponsor my air ticket to shanghai to visit HER if i pass everything (: (hah! which is highly unlikely cause i screwed up physics by not studying it seriously since i was too high with maths. cant blame me that the papers fell on the same day!). and maybe my mummy again to buy me a swatch watch if i get L1R5 below 30. HAH. (: wonder who will fall for my conns man. oh well. so ytd after exams was in a HIGH HIGH mood. was really really hoping to hit town but had i&e camp discussion. yupps. i thought of the i&e hip and happening theme! haha swear i had too much math. everyone agrees. tsk. see the effect of studying too hard for one subject? maybe nxt yr i'll divert my attention to some other stuff and let math drop before bouncing back up again. hahaha. was utterly surprised that my brain is mathsy. -.- so presenting.... lne = i! the theme for i&e camp 06. hohoho. okay fine. i know lne = 1 not i. but dont you think i looks like 1? HAHA. (: the effect of tooo much amaths.
went cityhall that area with felcia ytd. haha. really funny that she couldn't find the way around! lol. godiva has the best after-exams chocolate treat ever. (: had to pamper myself huh. felcia bought this really really nice diary from Prints! yay! now both of us wont have to use the sch's orbit book anymore. (: just gonna cut out the periodic table and calander page. and tata! bye book im gonna miss you. yeah right. :D
after that went vivocity ytd for dinner with pokpok. okayyy. dining was a disappointment cause there wasnt really much food to eat. ANY affordable food to eat in fact. unless you consider those restaurants which are open. if not nahhhh. highly unlikely place to get food. so had to go to harbourfront to get instead. gosh we both have very good 6th sense. (: so at first pokpok and i were like okay we're gonna see someone here today. and tada! she saw her friend erm. what's her name? nj girl joycey wocey's friend. sorry that i have bad memory! but still yeah and i saw phoebe. haha phoebe has a damn cute brother. (: or boyfriend. or cousin. aiyer whatever. just some cute guy next to her. yeah. we both fell in love with the same shirt. forever 21. gosh that place is clothes paradise man. topshop, forever 21, fox, pull and bear, levis, warehouse, adidas, converse, zara, GAP! hahaha <3 the shirt says IM BO$$Y. just right for the i&e ceo. (: we wanted to buy but her mum said it looked ugly. ): so cant wear together for camp anymore. hah.
omg im bossy. yes i am. get lost before i eat you up. HAH. feelingright.livejournal.com. go there. i love joyce's post about the s'pore culture and stuff. go read. (: also relevent to my life. who knows. i might just end up going to lasalle and do music. no more boring jc and irrelevant maths and science! hah i dont see myself being an engineer or some mad scientist in the future. well. maybe as a teacher, private investigator, spy, psycologist, archeologist, sociologist, forensic investigator or some minister of state (prime ministress wuld be good too!). but definately NOT NOT a math geek. @.@ and please. no. no amaths teacher job for me either. i'll just teach languages and humans. fullstop. :D oh the perfect picture of my boring, dull, typical singaporean life.